A Medicine WOMByns Journey

In that moment the Sky broke

So did I

A sigh so heavy it had no 

Sound

Profound in the ways the harmony speaks

Silent for weeks upon years until the tears dried into sap

In that hardening I found myself in the center of my

Tree

A Shamanic Journey so profound that my gown simply turned to dust

I became the crust, the soil, the protein, the 

Sun

One with the way the Earth moves and I began to use her symphony to breathe with HER

I learned the cures in which my medicine would flow

I learned to grow beyond my capacity and withIN my Tree, I learned the wise parts of me that humbly needed no ones else’s impression

Such journeys have labels like “depression… or ill”

In Tree, I found a still inside of me that humbly, removes the noise

Joy and companionship help me release the grip that form knots in my hands

No demands other than to be the best mother I can be as we move through this Soliloquy of Life

Tree Wife

That night I saw a crack in time that became the rhyme that I am speaking now

I saw how if I were to only exist for this moment that THAT was enough for me

I saw how my Soloquey has choices, each with voices of its own, each with a tone that needs to be heard

I saw myself as a single shimmer… a glimpse of a color, on the back of a bird, so striking I can still barely formulate the words to describe… I FELT MYSELF AS WIDE as the atmosphere where I could hear way beyond the breath of man

A shimmer of what my universe has in plan for … me

Thunder and Steam

Lightening Beam

Ancient Gleam 

I seem to know your tongue

Let our stream become 

One

What has begun is now beyond any initiation

A station of identity called

REMEMBER WHEN WE WERE HERE BEFORE

A shore 

A wave

A cave of something deep that you have been keeping 

Inside

WIDE

Wide

Thunder Cry

THIS IS WHY WE CAME

Again and again and again we call to the Rain, to our Mother, and we kiss her 

Tears

Shear nature and we are but a humble guest

HUman Rest

There is no 

Test 

Just

Now

Allow for you to meet yourself in Sky, in Soil, in Breath… in 

Heart

Start in this now and allow yourself to come into this rhythm 

Slowing the mind

Finding yourself in the middle of your tree

Humbly sitting on the Earths Floor

Hearing the Soar of the winged ones above

FEELing LOVE start to hug your insides

Breathing Wide into this moment

Thanking yourself for this atonement  

Love,

Haven